I'm not sure why, but this made me laugh out loud. My mental picture of you (though, I've no idea what you look like since I've never seen a photo of you) gleefully schlepping out of the house frumped out and greasy to catch an ever earlier train just tickled my funny bone. The expression I imagine you wearing is one that says clearly, "I don't give a rat's ass!!! What're you gonna do about it, huh??"