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Feb. 12th, 2010 07:45 pm
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Hmm, kind of a mixed bag this week.

1. They Have Support Groups For That, Y'know.
I'm beginning to think someone on this show must have an eating disorder, because I feel like I've seen more than a few episodes over the years that revolve around people graphically gorging themselves -- with food, blood, flesh, whatever. Last night's episode reached new heights of grossout. While I liked the idea that the scourge of Famine is not limited to food alone, but involves all sorts of starvation, the show chose to express this primarily with revolting imagery of people literally stuffing their gullets. I know that the writers take a B-movieish delight in this sort of thing and I'm hardly a fainting-couch type about it myself, but there's a difference between "horror" and "yech" and most of what was going on last night was just "yech."

2. That's Enough Now
I adore Misha Collins and I adore Castiel. I love the way he effortlessly plays the straight man to Dean's one-liners...but I don't want that to get out of hand. I still laugh when Castiel deadpans a mystified response to one of Dean's pop-culture references, but by now I'm laughing warily because I can see that the writers are loving this so much that it's going to become a permanent part of Castiel's character. Peppering it in now and then is funny -- including it in every episode is not. (And of course, if Castiel is starving for anything, it's not hamburger, it's Dean but...well, can't go there.)

3. Trust Issues
There are some shows that I watch whose writers I really trust. Meaning that I don't question what they've written, or question the motives behind it. Those writers may surprise me, or knock me for a loop, but I don't sit there questioning what I'm supposed to take away from a certain scene or line of dialogue. Supernatural is not one of those shows.

Scene in question here is when Dean slugs the cherub. I can understand Dean's anger -- here's this bubbly little feller blithely gushing about John and Mary's "match made in heaven" as if it were a Nicholas Sparks novel, not something that ended in horrific tragedy and years of anguish for all involved...I felt like slugging the bastard too. But then we get Sam's shocked response: "What is up with you lately?"

If I trusted the writers then Sam's response would tell me that something's wrong with Sam. That he's out of touch with his brother and has been for a very long time, that he's been wholly involved with himself to the exclusion of everyone else. But with this crew of writers, I think that what I was supposed to take away from that scene, and Sam's response, was Wow, Sam's right...something is really wrong with Dean! Why, whatever could it be??

These writers have developed a bizarre disconnect between what they show us and what they tell us. For a long time they've been showing us a character, Dean, who for years (decades, if you include his time in hell), has been dumped on, dragged down, crushed, tormented and annihalated in every way possible and yet somehow keeps picking himself up and moving on. But then they go and tell us (through Sam) that there's something really weird about him ever letting any of that show. What is up with Dean lately? Shit...what isn't up with Dean? What the fuck is up with Sam that he would even ask that?

And of course, my distrust of the writers in this area also stems from their demonstrated attachment to Television Without Pity, with its never-ending disparaging of Dean. This just felt like more of the same: Sam's the level-headed good guy and the voice of reason, Dean's the blustering doofus who can't control his temper.

4. Dead Inside?
Setting aside the fact that Sam's question was stunningly callous and ignorant (which, sadly, I've come to expect from Sam), I think it was supposed to anvil us with this episode's theme: Dean is falling apart. We got this idea pounded on us from the opening THEN montage right up to the end.

As I said above in (3), Dean has every reason to fall apart and for all that some viewers sneer at his "whining" and "issues" he has done an heroic job of holding himself together since getting back from hell. However, I'm not sure what to make of Famine's judgment that Dean's "dead inside." Famine is not a demon, so we can't assume he's lying, and Dean's own reaction in that scene would seem to confirm that, deep down, he believed Famine was speaking the truth. But I don't think Dean's dead inside at all. I do think that he's exhausted physically and spiritually, and I think that he's had so much shit piled on him, and, worse yet, been so left to deal with that shit all on his own, that he's just at the end of his rope. But "dead inside?"

Someone who's dead inside has given up. Completely. If Dean were dead inside, he wouldn't care what happened to Sam, he wouldn't care about the Apocalypse, he'd be off somewhere getting drunk and banging strippers until Michael showed up and then he'd say, "Yeah, what the fuck. Just let me get back to banging strippers when you're done." I don't see that in Dean at all. Dean is at the end of his rope but he's still holding on...or trying to. Whether he's doing it for Sam, or himself, or his lifelong sense of duty, or for the whole world doesn't matter. He hasn't given up.

5. However...
When Dean walked out into the junkyard at the end of the episode, I just didn't know what was going to happen. Now...I wish I'd recorded that episode because at first, wasn't Dean just standing there, mouthing words but not saying them out loud? Or was that just the sound on my crappy TV flipping out? Because that? Scared the shit out of me.

I really thought he was calling for Michael. My heart was just in my throat. And even while I was sitting there thinking He can't possibly do this yet! There are still eight episodes to go!!, I was also positive that was what he was doing. Not because he was "dead inside" or had given up but because he just saw that as the only thing he could do. The only thing left. To me, that wouldn't have been a passive submission but an active, albeit desperate, seizing of his one chance to do something, anything to fix this. To fix everything. And I think that's what Michael is waiting for -- for Dean to say yes because he wants to or, more correctly, because he has to. Doing something because you have no other choice isn't exactly an exercise of free will but I don't think Michael is too concerned about the specifics. He's waiting for Dean to believe, as he does, that this is just the way it has to be.

I think my conviction that Michael was about to appear shook me up so much that what came afterwards seemed like an anticlimax. I mean, we've all seen Dean in tears before (and oh, how I just cringe thinking about the TWoP crowd rolling their eyes over this). But thinking back on it, the whole scene was a beautiful piece of acting. For someone who's led something of a charmed life, Jensen Ackles can paint an utterly convincing portrait of despair -- what it looks like, sounds like, feels like. I don't know if Dean was out there praying to God, Michael, his father...it doesn't matter. He was doing what people always do when they reach the end of all their resources -- begging for help, any help, from anyone who might be listening. To see this happen to a character like Dean -- who hardly ever asks for or expects assistance, no matter what -- is all the more stunning. And it tells me, again, that Dean hasn't given up. Giving up is when you stop asking for help...not when you start.

Now, Show? Please don't ruin the exquisite pathos of that scene -- and Jensen's wonderful performance -- by turning that into yet another example of Dean's "weakness." Just...stay off the forums, okay? Do your homework. Behave yourselves. And I'll see you in March.
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Re: amen sister!

Date: 2010-02-13 01:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I'm testifyin'!

Date: 2010-02-13 01:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] nwhepcat.livejournal.com
This post makes me so glad I stay the hell off of TWOP. I like my fandom with some snark, sure, but there has to be some heart to it. If it's all snark, it's all about how damn clever and above it all the "fan" is. I will be over in my corner of fandom, adoring Dean and his toughness.

(Just spent a couple of days with your Dean and Castiel in my car. It was awesome.)

Date: 2010-02-13 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I haven't been to TWoP in a long time, but I hear the climate over there re: Dean has gotten even worse than it used to be. It bugs me all the more because I know they're just doing it for snarky yocks -- and it drives me nuts to know that the writers listen to that shit and weave it into their show.

Just spent a couple of days with your Dean and Castiel in my car.

For a minute, I was like...um okaaaaaay...and then I remembered oh, the podfic. LOL! Jeez, drive carefully will ya?

Date: 2010-02-13 02:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amonitrate.livejournal.com
I too was sure Michael was going to show up there at the end. Ow.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I was just holding my breath.

Date: 2010-02-13 02:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com
I thought he was going to call for Michael too and I was already, like, Noooooooooooooooo!! It was like in the last episode too, when Sam was seemingly dead and Dean asked Michael to fix him, I thought he was going to say yes there and then!

But ... I think Dean was praying ... And I think his words were more directed to God rather than Michael. And I'm more than on board with God speaking directly to Dean, bypassing heaven and Michael and Castiel or any angel whatsoever.
Edited Date: 2010-02-13 02:14 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-02-13 03:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Oh, Dean was definitely praying, I just don't think even he knew for certain who he was praying to. Anyone who was listening. I like the idea of God speaking directly to Dean...I just hope someone answers him and not some dope like Zachariah.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] layne67.livejournal.com
And God can do anything right? Even send down JDM!John from wherever he is right now to Dean. Gosh, how I'd LOVE to see that.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
You know I just worry (trust issues, again) -- because we've seen Dean reduced to this sort of despair in the past, only to have the writers just sweep it under the ol' rug until it's time to recruit Jensen for some more tears. They just can't keep piling it on without doing something about it, eventually. And no, Mr. Kripke, having one of Dean's only and oldest friends (and surrogate father) yelling "Boo-hoo, princess!" at him isn't going to do it. JERK.

Date: 2010-02-13 02:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morganslady.livejournal.com
Dean is at the end of his rope but he's still holding on-and his tying a knot and holding on.. His praying at the end was heart wrenching.. It's not a weakness to seek help..

And I used to visit TWoP, but everyone there was so negative.. I think constructive critisism is fine, but they b*tch about everything.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
They bitch about everything and they bitch an awful lot about what an asshole Dean is and I really do think they do it just for laughs and the writers are dumb enough or think it's "cool" to work that into the show. I don't get it at all.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:05 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] sistermagpie.livejournal.com
RE: What is wrong with Dean?

Yup, that makes me think of a scene in Oliver Twist where he's facing the board of governors at the place where he grew up and he has no idea who they are or what's happening and he's terrified. So one of them at one point says, "What's it crying for?" And the narrator says: To be sure, it was a mystery. What could the child be crying for?

That's Dean.

I hate that you can't trust any of their wonderfully funny touches because you figure they're going to run them into the ground. I'd hate them to not appreciate that the whole reason Castiel's even funny is because Misha Collins makes him an actual character.

Also, are we now to think that Zachariah was just being an asshole when he told Dean to suck it up? And Dean got all reinvested because of it?

Date: 2010-02-13 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
What could the child be crying for?

BINGO. Which makes Sam just as much of an asshole as those governors. Problem is...I don't think the writers see it that way. Maybe they should slip in a little Dickens with their perusal of Maxim.

I hate that you can't trust any of their wonderfully funny touches because you figure they're going to run them into the ground.

Kripke's demonstrated a love of 70s-era television that I find endearing, considering we're of the same generation, but annoying -- because the "charm" of 70s television was that it was so fucking bad. There's a reason the very idea of "jumping the shark" came from Happy Days -- they took the breakout character of Fonzie and made him do ever more preposterously "cool" things until he was...jumping sharks in his leather jacket. It was like, let's take what people love about this character and exaggerate it until the guy (and the show) becomes a joke. So yeah, while I'm still enjoying Castiel very much, I get nervous that Kripke's nostalgia for the TV of his youth is going to make him pull a Fonzie on us.

are we now to think that Zachariah was just being an asshole when he told Dean to suck it up?

Well, that's back to the trust issues. What are we supposed to think about that? According to Sera Gamble, who wrote that episode, Zachariah gave Dean "a much-needed shot in the arm." Really, Sera? Is that what we're supposed to think? Is that what you think? Or are we gonna read some future interview with her where she says, "Oh no, Zach was just being an asshole, that was what I meant." It's like you can get whiplash watching this show.

Date: 2010-02-13 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mangokulfi.livejournal.com
Oops sorry. My html sucks.

If I trusted the writers then Sam's response would tell me that something's wrong with Sam. That he's out of touch with his brother and has been for a very long time, that he's been wholly involved with himself to the exclusion of everyone else. But with this crew of writers, I think that what I was supposed to take away from that scene, and Sam's response, was Wow, Sam's right...something is really wrong with Dean! Why, whatever could it be??


You know sometimes I wonder if the writers actually watch the episodes themselves. It's like they sit around in the writers room coming up with their brilliant ideas on paper, then they go off to write their episodes, then meet back up for the next story meeting without ever stopping to see what the writers and directors have done with their words.

It's like there is this huge disconnect between what the writers think they are writing and what the (non-Deanhating) viewers are seeing. I mean seriously, who would think that "suck it up loser" was an appropriate response to On The Head of a Pin? It's very puzzling.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I sometimes think SPN is a show that isn't meant to be watched so attentively -- but the reality is that many of us DO watch it that attentively, and pick up on the fact that it tends to have a very disjointed, herky-jerky feeling to it. They outsource some episodes to writers who aren't part of the regular staff, while some eps written by the regulars feel just phoned in. One week is funny, the next week is tragic, and then we're back to slapstick. There's very little cohesion and retconning, handwaving and hastily "fixed" mistakes have become standard operating procedure.

I think part of it may be a lack of communication between the writers and producers, and part of it may be a little bit of arrogance. Whenever I hear parts of an interview with Kripke or Gamble, I get the impression that they think they totally know what they're doing and they're also doing a great job at it and I'm sorry, but that just isn't showing up on screen.

I read about other showrunners, like Mad Men's Matthew Weiner, being "control freaks" about their show and nightmares to work for and while that may be hell on the cast and crew it makes for good television. SPN could benefit from a little bit of that discipline. The writers and producers at SPN always sound like they're having a ball and that's super for them but they're not getting paid to tell fart jokes in the writers' room or belly up to the tiki bar in Kripke's office. This isn't spring break. They've got a great premise to work with and a talented cast and every once in a while they manage to turn out something brilliant but more often than not, especially lately, it just looks like no one's at the wheel.
Edited Date: 2010-02-13 03:14 pm (UTC)

Date: 2010-02-13 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mangokulfi.livejournal.com
Well all I can say is if God shows up and tells Dean to stop whining princess, I will throw something at my TV and cut this show loose for good.

They couldn't be that juvenile could they?

Date: 2010-02-13 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
The answer is: YES, they could be that juvenile, and God would probably also throw in some stuff about how Dean's life has really been super-awesome because he has a cool car and bangs a lotta hot chicks and it's so much better than repairing office copiers. Or something. But I don't think even they are silly enough to try and introduce the actual GOD into the show. All that makes me think of is Monty Python cartoons. Of course if it makes THEM think of Monty Python cartoons, they'll probably go for it. Sigh.

Date: 2010-02-13 06:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] i-o-r-h-a-e-l.livejournal.com
It will be very sad if Dean is giving up and thinking that he can give all what needs to be done to Michael. :'(

But Jensen is amazing.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Jensen continually saves this show from utter mediocrity and I hope they gave him a HUGE fucking pay raise AND a producer's credit to get him to stick around for Season 6.

Date: 2010-02-13 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fates3.livejournal.com
Yea, last night Dean (and Jensen) just kind of broke my heart, and I really was almost convinced that he was going to say that "magical" word, "yes."

I agree, I don't think that Dean is dead inside either. I think it's totally possible that Famine was either wrong, or just jerking Dean's chain to make him feel worse. He couldn't reach him with his powers, but maybe he could reach Dean with his words. But someone who is dead inside, wouldn't still care about his brother, his friends, and the whole entire freaking world. Someone who is dead inside wouldn't be saying "I have to save EVERYONE" and mean it. The guy is broken, he's depressed, he's wounded and desperately needs support and rest, but he's not dead inside.

And oh man, so much word to your thoughts on trusting the writers! Every time I think "wow, they're really going someplace with this" whether it's Dean's PTSD or Sam's redemption arc or whatever, the next ep either ignores it all or retcons it into nothing. And it just gets so damn frustrating. I mean, to some degree - compared to other storylines on this show - they have been pretty consistent with Dean being so wounded, but on the other hand, they have also pissed it away with stupid reactions, ignorance for episodes at a time, and/or "suck it up, whiner" comments from the people who "love" him, that totally denigrate it. And I just don't get it.

And one final note: Yea, TWOP has become very anti-Dean. Some keep trying, but it's hard when the recapper/mod and the board mod think banning Dean fans is fine, while letting the anti Dean fans who break rules constantly get away with it. It's driven a lot of Dean fans away, which leaves the place to those who think bashing Dean is a sport :-/

Date: 2010-02-13 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
they have been pretty consistent with Dean being so wounded, but on the other hand, they have also pissed it away with stupid reactions, ignorance for episodes at a time, and/or "suck it up, whiner" comments from the people who "love" him, that totally denigrate it.

Yeah, I don't get it...it all adds to the "whiplash" effect I often get from this show. Do they want me to empathize with Dean or do they want me to agree with the people who yell at him all the time and tell him to suck it up? Or am I supposed to do both? How do I do that?

Every once in a while, a person really does need to be told to suck it up, but for God's sake, SPN does this OVER AND OVER AND OVER again with Dean...and over stuff that's far from trivial. Dean isn't moping about getting dumped by a girlfriend or something. I remember at the end of Season 4, the episode before the finale ended with Dean lying on the floor, totally devastated by Sam's betrayal...and then picked up again next week with Bobby yelling "Boo-hoo princess!" at him. Is that what I'm supposed to think, too? Am I supposed to like this character and feel for him and then treat him like some whiny little brat at the same time?

It's driven a lot of Dean fans away, which leaves the place to those who think bashing Dean is a sport

You're not the first person to tell me how much worse it's gotten over there. You hit the nail on the head when you call it a "sport." That's exactly what it is. It started a couple of years ago with that asshole Demian and Barnes slavishly backed him up and all the jerks and suckups got in line and now they're all having a fine old time turning Dean into a pinata. And the SPN writers are into it. That burns my ass like you don't know.

Date: 2010-02-13 07:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coronasunrise.livejournal.com
Well, the ratings are sliding to season 3 levels. The amount of TWoP sucking up I just don't get. It's not doing the show's rating any favors.

From the DVD commentary Kripke really thought Dean was a whiner in 4.22. I don't get it.

Date: 2010-02-13 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I get the overnight ratings at work, and Thursday night scored a 1.0, which is dismal for a first-run episode. This doesn't include 7-day DVR playback, but I'm not sure how much audience that adds. They're also losing a lot of viewers from their Vampire Diaries lead-in. But then, all of the CW's ratings are abysmal compared to other networks, so I'm not even sure how much that matters to them -- launching new shows is expensive and the CW is going to keep SPN on as long as they can. Then again, a show CAN bounce back -- the decade-old Smallville is giving the CW the best ratings they've ever had on a Friday night.

From the DVD commentary Kripke really thought Dean was a whiner in 4.22.

I don't listen to the commentaries at all because I've had people tell me what they say on them, and it's always a contradiction of something they've said before, blatant stupidity (like this), or a big old pat on the back for themselves, which they frequently don't deserve.

Date: 2010-02-20 12:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fates3.livejournal.com
Yea, you know, if Dean was moping about a girlfriend for episodes on end, or whining with no substance about possibly going "evil" some day *coughSAMcough* I could maybe see it. But jeez, the boy barely talks about incredibly traumatic and horrific things, and the moment he does, he gets told that he's a whiner and to suck it up! It's not like he even has time to grieve or feel wounded or anything, because the second he does, someone who supposedly loves him is telling him to suck it up and he doesn't have a right to feel bad about what happened to him *rolls eyes* Is that how the writers feel traumas should be dealt with? Ignored, and then when finally faced, to suck it up and stop whining?

The thing that makes it even crazier is that Dean, who is the King of Repression, is also then hounded to talk about his feelings and get it all out.

So, which is he supposed to do: talk it over and get it out, or shut the hell up and stop whining? Can't have both, Show! Especially not when you have the King of Whiners on the show, being allowed to vomit all of his inane worries all over the place, and no one tells him a damn thing. (Yea, I'm still annoyed over Sam's constant whining of his evil density for several seasons, LOL)

You're not the first person to tell me how much worse it's gotten over there. You hit the nail on the head when you call it a "sport." That's exactly what it is. It started a couple of years ago with that asshole Demian and Barnes slavishly backed him up and all the jerks and suckups got in line and now they're all having a fine old time turning Dean into a pinata. And the SPN writers are into it. That burns my ass like you don't know.

Exactly. It's just even more aggravating since Kripke has admitted he reads those boards. Which means the unbalance and the bias makes it even more worrying for fans who are worried that the Dean side of the fandom is getting deliberately pushed out so as to "prove" a biased POV.

And, seriously, it's amazing to me that a recapper can wish for death for entire groups of people, and make racist and sexist remarks in his recaps, and he still is around, while others get banned for posting a remark in the wrong thread :-/
Edited Date: 2010-02-20 12:19 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-02-20 11:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
The thing that makes it even crazier is that Dean, who is the King of Repression, is also then hounded to talk about his feelings and get it all out.

I now snort loudly any time someone -- usually Sam -- tells Dean, "talk to me" or some variation thereof. Because every time he does, Sam just uses it as ammo to tell him what a weakling he is. Meanwhile Dean has to absorb everyone else's whining -- from Sam ("Waaah, you're gonna leave me in this craphole world and you think I'm a freak!)" to Anna ("Waaah, angels can't have sex or chocolate cake!") to Bobby ("Waaah, I'm old and stuck in a wheelchair!"). Good LORD. It just never ends.

Don't expect this to get solved by the new showrunner. Sera Gamble's a Samgirl and has been happy to play along with the "suck it up" chant as far as Dean is concerned.

It's just even more aggravating since Kripke has admitted he reads those boards.

He didn't just admit to reading them, he wrote them into the show. And as for Demian...he doesn't just say shit like that in his recaps, he says them on the boards too, as well as engaging in other sorts of taboo behavior like "stating opinion as fact" and the dreaded "boards on boards" which is pretty much his stock-in-trade. There are good recappers over there -- SPN had one for the first season. I wish they'd turn SPN over to one of them and let Demian splooge his humorless and offensive snark over some other show.

Date: 2010-02-13 08:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymirth.livejournal.com
WORD to everything you said.

Also, I don't think I'm going to eat anything ever again. *heaves*

Is it just me or do the writers increasingly seem like they're tripping acid in the back room? I mean, the levels of crack on the actual show has exceeded the best efforts of fandom.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Maybe they're trying to compete with fandom. If so, they lose. It seems to me like there are better writers out here.

Date: 2010-02-13 09:05 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] smilla02.livejournal.com
If I trusted the writers then Sam's response would tell me that something's wrong with Sam.

SO MUCH YES. Apart from the fact that I'm very pissed at some fans comments about Dean's angst when we've seen him basically suck it up for 11 episodes this season alone (but then that's goes hand in hand with SPN fandom), it confuses me that Sam doesn't react to that bit of information about their parents. It seems to me that that is a very good reason to be angry and the fact that Sam asks Dean what's wrong is mind-boggling.
My idea is that this makes a disservice to Sam, though, not to Dean. Because he comes across as, I don't know, unfeeling? Detached?

And I liked the episode and the bits of Dean&Sam in it. And I liked Sam. Still. Get a clue, man.

Date: 2010-02-13 03:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
it confuses me that Sam doesn't react to that bit of information about their parents.

That's an excellent point and it highlights that Sam has never felt about his parents the way Dean does -- he doesn't remember his mother at all and his father's death had nowhere near the effect on him that it had on Dean. If I were a dedicated Dean-basher I'd say this was just more evidence that Dean is "weak." But the truth is Sam really is detached and unfeeling. He hasn't experienced the kinds of losses that Dean has, and even when he does lose someone he loves (or supposedly loves), like Dean, he bounces back really quickly. What is that? Is that "strength?" Or is it something far less positive -- entrenched, lifelong hardness of heart? From what I've seen, my money's on the latter.

Date: 2010-02-13 07:11 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] smilla02.livejournal.com
What is that? Is that "strength?"
It's funny that you say this now when I'm having many, long and thinky thoughts about what is strength and what isn't, especially in relation of this last episode and the demon's blood and the powers and the very appealling (to me) fragility of Dean's humaness.

Date: 2010-02-14 12:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
It would be kind of a nice twist if eventually, Dean's much derided "weakness," including his inability to abandon the people he loves and his refusal to allow the end to justify the means, turns out to be his greatest strength. It's very Tolkien. Gandalf would approve.

Date: 2010-02-13 09:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ladymirth.livejournal.com
About the "dead inside" thing. See, having been battling severe clinical depression for over two years now, I kind of feel like personally emailing a big "FUCK YOU" to the writers. "Dead inside" is not being able to find a reason to get up in the morning. It's trying to subconsciously starve/ dehydrate yourself to death. It's sleeping all the time because that's the closest to oblivion you can get. It's walking into the sea at high tide because you just want it to be over. It's not giving a shit if the world and everyone you love implodes on itself.

I'm not that bad anymore but I'm sure anyone who's been clinically depressed know what I'm talking about.

And Dean? Isn't anywhere approaching that hopeless. I'm not just scornful - I'm offended. "Dead Inside" my foot! Not that he doesn't have every right to be - any normal person would have hole themselves up somewhere soaking in drugs and booze waiting for the Apocalypse. But he isn't. He still, miraculously, gives a shit. And belittling the enormity of that really pisses me off.

So on behalf of people who actually have been in that place at some point in their lives - fuck you, Kripke!
Edited Date: 2010-02-13 09:15 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-02-13 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Listen, as a fellow foot soldier in the clinical depression trenches, I'd love to get in on your FUCK YOU to Kripke. Maybe that's what they were hinting at with Dean's mysterious (and quite sudden) lack of "hunger." But dead inside? Seriously? Why...because he's not trolling for lonelyhearts on Valentine's Day or scarfing down cheeseburgers? Jesus Christ. Shallow much, Show?

Dean is still fighting. He's asking for help. And when he finally does say yes to Michael, it won't be because he's given up or because he's "dead," it'll be because he sees no other way. It will just be an extension of the sense of duty he's had his whole life. I'm sure other people will spin it differently, but they can kiss my ass.

Date: 2010-02-13 10:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] agentotter.livejournal.com
You know, I thought it was funny (and kind of anticlimactic really, considering how many times they've already sold us this line) that Famine told Dean that he's dead inside. I'm not sure it's possible for him to be *that* broken and still be functioning, still be fighting and passionately caring about what happens to his family and to the world.

Rather, I was sure that Dean was "immune" to Famine because what Dean was hungry for was a little normalcy, a little rest, and a little reprieve from worry. Think about it: what's Dean really hungry for? I don't imagine Famine could control exactly what hungers he brought out in people. Maybe all Dean was hungry for was for once, this job to not completely fuck him up. ;D

Date: 2010-02-13 04:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Rather, I was sure that Dean was "immune" to Famine because what Dean was hungry for was a little normalcy, a little rest, and a little reprieve from worry.

I like that idea. Maybe Dean wasn't so much immune to Famine, maybe it's just that there's no way for him to satisfy his own deepest hunger, so that he lost interest in all the things he's normally craved -- food, sex, etc. I kind of doubt the writers had this in mind, but it's an excellent answer -- makes way more sense, and is a whole lot more complex, than saying he's "dead inside."

Date: 2010-02-13 03:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hermitme.livejournal.com
I really love your take on this. Not all of us on TWoP roll our eyes at Dean, some of us do really appreciated the great acting that Jensen does and how he can lift even the most mediocre episode to new levels when he's given the chance.

Dean does need help, he can't do it alone, but Jensen shows that Dean is not weak because he is asking for help, but strong, because he isn't giving to his pride in thinking he can do it alone.

Dean Winchester rocks.

Date: 2010-02-13 04:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I give you props for sticking to your guns at TWoP and being part of a marginalized and much-ridiculed minority over there. I jumped ship two years ago and I hear it's far worse now, and no doubt they've been emboldened by the nice little hand-jobs they get from Kripke & Co.

I didn't just split to get away from the venomous atmosphere, though. The site is owned by a huge corporation and so it is far more than just a fansite -- it's a business. Advertising matters to them and advertising is dependent upon site traffic. Part of my decision to bail from TWoP was because I didn't want my presence boosting their stats, tiny as that boost would be. The contempt for Dean has overflowed into contempt for Dean's (and Jensen's) fans, and while I'm not stupid enough to think my departure (or the departure of all Dean/Jensen fans, period) would bring TWoP to its knees, I'm sure as hell not going to patronize any business that so consistently revels in being condescending and sometimes outright abusive to me and others who share my opinions.

Date: 2010-02-13 05:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ariadnes-string.livejournal.com
Finally saw the episode, and am catching up on the commentary--Love, and completely agree with your take, as pretty much always!

if Castiel is starving for anything, it's not hamburger, it's Dean but...well, can't go there.)

IKR? I can't be the only one who expected Dean next line after saying he "wasn't feeling it" would be "Look, Sam, there's something I've been meaning to tell you--I'm kinda in a committed relationship right now..."

And I so agree with you about Sam's reaction to Dean punching Cupid--for all the reasons you state, and also: Sam? it's your brother Dean--he punches stuff appropriately and inappropriately all the time--he's punched you pretty frequently (which you deserved), and even smashed the Impala once. This is not uncharacteristic behavior (and the guy just insulted his mother).

And yeah, the idea that Dean has no soul or is dead inside is ridiculous, cf. the last scene...In which Jensen was amazing. The show likes to exploit Dean's pain, but it's like JA has turned it into some amazing acting exercise, in which he finds a new spin, a new nuance of emotion, every time--it's kind of technically brilliant at the same time as it's devastating.

Date: 2010-02-13 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
Sam's stupid question had me barking, "What's up with Dean? What the fuck's up with you Sam?" at the television.

The show likes to exploit Dean's pain, but it's like JA has turned it into some amazing acting exercise, in which he finds a new spin, a new nuance of emotion, every time--it's kind of technically brilliant at the same time as it's devastating.

Absolutely. Poor Jensen is so good at this that he's constantly be recruited to do it and I imagine that he must get kind of sick of it but he always makes it work. Considering how the other actors on the show seem to be left to flail without much focus, I have to imagine that this is coming from Jensen himself and not from any direction that he's getting.

And he's hot.

Castiel

Date: 2010-02-13 06:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwalhaved.livejournal.com
Thanks for putting your finger about one of the things that really bothered me about this episode. I felt that Cas needed to talk to Dean and I think that Dean really needed to lean on Cas, emotionally. There Dean is, in the final scene of MBV, breaking our hearts with his prayer to God, like the prayer he made to Cas in TMATEOTB, when he has a heavenly being already with him, a heavenly being who loves him, who has given up everything for him and he's praying to some unseen force that, so far, has chosen not to manifest itself or send Dean a sign that he/she exists. The love between Dean and Cas doesn't have to be slash, there are male friendships that are legendary, why can't Dean and Cas have this? Why are they becoming the Abbott and Costello of Thursday night TV instead of something more. Dean has put his arm around Cas' shoulder in FTBYAM and told him emotionally "Don't ever change" and now its back to "you're invading my personal space" and being the butt of sophmoric jokes - and this from Edlund who writes Cas best, who wrote the words - "Don't ever change."

It actually pained me to watch Cas, so wanting to be there for Dean, so wanting Dean to come to him to cry on his shoulder and how he was powerless to reach out and give him a hug - is Cas powerless from his guilt at succumbing to his lust for raw beef instead of saving the day, from letting Sam out of the Panic room last Season, in other words, from Cas' inner workings- or is this because SPN is written by a bunch of geeky, emotionally repressed, immature little homophobes who care more about ratings and what TWOP thinks than about writing an honest show? Now I know this is TV, I know that this is not the real world, but what makes the best sci-fi and fantasy are characters who ring true, who are real. Man up, guys and gals, you wanted to test out the deep waters - NOW SWIM!

I think we've come to a point where what Cas and Dean are feeling towards each other needs to be expressed. Too many one liners and not enough arms around the shoulder and pats on the back. How about: "Please, Cas, I'm dying here. I don't know what to do. Help me." Even if there or no words that can answer his plea, just one character allowing another character to cry on his shoulder would do a world of good.

Re: Castiel

Date: 2010-02-13 08:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
One of my favorite moments between Dean and Castiel was in the Season 4 finale -- when Castiel just appears out of nowhere and clamps his hand on Dean's mouth and for a split second Dean looks absolutely terrified but then he immediately understands that Castiel is there to help him. You're certainly not going to see anything that dangerously skirts affection between these two, and that includes anyone crying on any shoulders, but yeah, the Abbot & Costello stuff is not only going to get real old, real fast, but it'll limit the potential of these characters and their chemistry together.

I question though, how much Dean feels like he can reach out to Castiel -- because Castiel is in exile, and in exile because of him. Castiel has admittedly lost some of his power because of his decision to side with Dean, he doesn't have the host of heaven behind him anymore, and I'm sure that Dean feels some guilt over that. And also feels that while Castiel is an ally, Dean really can't ask him for too much help because there's only so much left that Castiel can actually do. Dean has no evidence that Castiel has God's ear -- even Castiel doesn't know where God is. When Dean was out in that junkyard, he was very much appealing to a Higher Power...higher than his fallen guardian angel, for sure.

FTBYAM

What episode is this? I'm afraid that I don't memorize the names of these episodes well enough to understand their lengthy acronyms.

Re: Castiel

Date: 2010-02-14 03:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dnalia.livejournal.com
FTBYAM = Free to Be You and Me

I agree with your post. I think perhaps it's time that a dissenting opinion needs to be posted over at TWoP, if for no other reason than maybe Kripke will see it.

If the mods don't like it, fuck 'em.

Re: Castiel

Date: 2010-02-15 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] oselle.livejournal.com
I'm pretty sure that Kripke & Co. have been reading the TWoP forums for a while, at least going back to when there was a stronger support for Dean over there. If they didn't pick up on it then, they won't now.

I feel like I'm speaking in ignorance, because I don't set foot over there anymore, but I remember what it was like two years ago and I hear that it's gotten worse. Several people have told me that "dissenting opinions" are now pretty strictly policed, so if they're posted on the main episode threads, they're likely to get edited or deleted while those posters face being banned from the boards altogether. I'm sure (or I'd hope) that on the respective "Dean" and "Jensen" threads it's still permissible to say good things about Dean and it MAY even be permissible to say not-so-good things about Sam, but I get the impression that the episode threads are the ones that the show's staff really pays attention to. At least, that's where I first started seeing so much over-the-top and inexplicable loathing of Dean, and those are the opinions that have worked their way into the show -- right along with a free-pass attitude towards everything that Sam says or does.

I remember that the series of posts that really kicked me out of there were about Dean's deal -- there were so many really angry posts about how Dean had "asked for it" how he'd made that deal "knowing exactly what he was doing" and how he didn't deserve "an ounce of pity" (someone actually said exactly this)...meanwhile Sam, who spent most of Season Three pissing and moaning about how bad Dean had made him feel, deserved all the pity in the world because his stupid, thoughtless brother had so selfishly auctioned himself off to save his life. When people justifiably pushed back against this nonsense, the mod would let it go for a little while and then stomp in and tell people to change the subject. It was ridiculous then and I hear it's more ridiculous now and why Kripke & Co. seem to have chosen a heavily biased, snark-site like TWoP as the official pulse of fandom is simply beyond me.

ETA: Guess what? I'm gonna take back what I said about it being permissible to say nice things about Dean on the Dean thread, because I just distinctly remember the lovely Barnes abruptly ordering a halt to a discussion on the Dean thread because too many kind and sympathetic things were being said about Dean. Literally, she said something like "this has gone on long enough, move on." What an asshole.
Edited Date: 2010-02-15 01:23 am (UTC)

Re: Castiel

Date: 2010-02-15 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dnalia.livejournal.com
Barnes is the reason I almost never go to TWoP anymore (only reason I go is to play hangman, and I haven't even done that recently). She deleted posts and gave warnings for stupid shit, and I got sick of it. I also got sick of people bitching about everything, and the pronounced hatred towards certain characters, fueled on by Demian. I see where you're coming from here.

Re: Castiel

Date: 2010-02-15 09:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gwalhaved.livejournal.com
I love the finale scene, too, Oselle.

Great point about Cas' limits. I feel that there are walls between these two characters and if they are there because of the two characters, I need to see it, otherwise it seems that they are there because the writers are afraid of some elements in the fandom, which is sad.

I hate that there seemed to be gestures of innocent and genuine affection between Cas and Dean earlier in the season (FTBYAM = Free To Be You And Me, but the arm around the shoulder actually happened in the previous episode, which I think was "Good God Y'All") and in "The End", where Dean puts his hand on Cas' shoulder and says, "Don't Ever Change", but now we have very little interaction between Cas and Dean except for the one-liners. I know Cas is on his God Quest and Dean is just trying to keep his head above water, but these two need to interact in a more meaningful way, even if its just 2 minutes here and there. They seem to have wasted the chemistry - it seems like one step forward, two steps back in this TV relationship.

Date: 2010-02-17 04:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pedx.livejournal.com
Oh yay! More virgin disbelief! WHY ARE THEY OBSESSED WITH THIS.

I watched the end of this episode with my hands over my mouth as I uttered useless and unstoppable endearments to Dean as if that would make it better. I am not a fan of unrealistic brotherly schmoop but tapdancing Christ it's rough watching a (fictional) person get treated the way Dean is treated week in and week out.

This is probably why I've had a string of dreams in which Dean lays down on the floor and I just pet his face while he sleeps.

Date: 2010-02-18 10:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andromakhe001.livejournal.com
Just a big AMEN to that!

Jensen was brilliant in that final scene, even his work with the bottle, which sort of mirrored the "will he or won't he" of calling for Michael, it was "Is he going to drink? Is he going to throw it? Is he going to hit the Impala with it?" The whole scene from leaning on the column, perched so heavily and delicately at the same time, in the basement to asking, begging, for help outside(and if you notice, he actually looks over his shoulder to see if anyone is out there, he doesn't want to be seen). I'm kind of in awe of it.

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