SPN Season Finale III

[oselle]

I was away for the weekend with no internet access so I haven't read most of the comments to my two Season Finale posts, and I haven't caught up on the audience reaction. If I'm repeating what other people have said ad nauseam, forgive me and feel free to move along.

As I said, I cried. I didn't just cry, I bawled. Poor baylorsr...I called her at about 10:15 and I don't know why I did because I can only remember incoherently sobbing in her ear and then hanging up. Why wouldn't I cry? For all intents and purposes, what we saw on Thursday night was not the season finale but the series finale. That was the end of the show.

Wasn't it? The poetic mythologizing of the Impala (which I absolutely adored), the montages of Sam and Dean's childhood and all the past seasons (which again, I adored), Chuck's monologue about "endings" and of course, Sam's sacrifice...these were not the stuff of any ordinary season finale.

And I loved it. I ate it up. I sobbed. I don't think too many committed fans of this show could sit through those montages of Sam and Dean as we once knew them without getting at least a little choked up. I, of course, am not the type to get "a little" choked up. I have to plow on straight ahead to full-blown hysterics.

So on the one hand, I was very satisfied with that episode. On the other hand...part of me thinks that it was a pretty selfish thing for Eric Kripke to do. Yes, he created the show and he supposedly had this five-year Master Plan and I suppose he had the right to end it the way he wanted to. The only problem is...the show's not over. He wrote a heartbreaking, hysterics-inducing series finale for a show that's going to be back on the air in four months, and may very well stay on the air for more than just one more season.

Two things occur to me when I think about this -- one, what the hell are they going to do for the real series finale? Because anything will be an anticlimax after that. And two...because there is a Season Six on the horizon, "Swan Song" was kind of a weird mashup of Kripke's Own Private Series Finale (literally, his swan song) and...all this other stuff.

Stuff like Adam. Of all the characters I feel the worst for Adam, who truly got the shaft -- dragged out of heaven, only to be dragged into hell. But I suppose they had to find a way to get rid of him (and Michael). I suspect that if this really had been the end of the show, Adam wouldn't have been brought back and Dean would have said yes to Michael, if only so that he could throw himself into the pit after Sam -- which of course, he would have done without a second thought. It would have been a horribly bleak ending but it would have been fitting -- both Winchesters, going down fighting, saving the world. As it is, if anyone comes back pissed, it should be Adam and not Sam, who willingly chose to sacrifice himself.

Stuff like Lisa and Ben. I'm almost certain that these characters were never part of Kripke's Master Plan, which would explain why they were so hastily reintroduced just a few weeks ago. Kripke was going to write his series finale no matter what, but now Dean couldn't die, so they needed to give him something. I didn't hate Dean going to Lisa. In fact I was actually very happy for him to have a place to go and I thought the brief scene with him and Lisa on her doorstep was very moving and well played by both of them (especially Jensen, who does always cry so prettily).

But now we've got a real mess on our hands. Sam is still more "other stuff" that had to get tacked on, and as soon as I saw that streetlamp flicker I got nervous because it was such a recall of the pilot, as I'm sure it was meant to be. I've said before that if they bring Dean and Lisa together, they'd better not try the whole "full circle" thing and have the cycle begin all over again with Lisa now getting burned up on the ceiling just like Mary...and I mean it. They'd better not.

Because it's not just Lisa, there's this kid involved. And I'm sorry, this show cannot get away with killing a kid and it especially cannot get away with killing this kid. Whether Ben is Dean's biological son or not, as soon as Dean knocked on Lisa's door? He became that kid's father. Now, I personally think we'll find out that Ben really is Dean's son but that hardly even matters. From this point forward, we have to think of Ben as Dean's son, whether they're "blood" or not.

So what are they going to do? They could maybe get away with killing Lisa but Dean cannot watch his son die because Dean's brain will turn to jello. Frankly I don't even think he could bear losing Lisa at this stage. He's lost too much and he's trying to forget all that and just be happy with her and they can't take that away from him. But...they have to! They can't have Soccer-Dad Dean all next year, not with Sam hanging around outside waiting to pounce. So Dean will either have to leave Lisa and Ben to protect them (which probably wouldn't even work, because now they're both targets of that very unhappy-looking Sam under the Flickering Streetlamp of Doom), or -- and I hate even typing this -- Lisa will die and Dean will basically turn into John, just with one little boy in tow instead of two. Neither of these prospects is terribly appealing to me.

But see, that's what happens when you've got an outgoing showrunner who insisted on writing an ending for a show that hasn't ended. I guess in one way it's good because I really can't guess at how they're going to play this out without doing something awful, or stupid, or just awfully stupid. But I find myself feeling very weird about next season because...the series ended last Thursday night. And so just as Sam appears not to have come back "right," whatever comes back in September may very well be "wrong." Few things are worse for a fan than watching your favorite show turn into some zombie version of itself in the last season or two before it finally shuffles lamely off into cancellation.

*shudders*

So my last word on "Swan Song?" It was a wonderful series finale. Just at the wrong place, and the wrong time. This show is not over, and I do not want to watch it turn into a zombie just because the showrunner decided to bail.

Oh wait...one really last thing. They are never, ever allowed to fuck up Dean's face like that again. EVER.

Comments

[oselle.livejournal.com]

Honestly, I just thought it was more grotesque than pitiful. Thank GOD Castiel fixed his face! That's the best miracle EVER!